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[28 Feb 2007|01:37pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I feel like I've been a bit slack lately, with keeping in touch with people.

Ask me a question(s), any question(s) and I'll take a photo of it and give you an accompanying story.

Maybe you want to know where I've been hiding and who I've been hiding with? Or what exactly it is I have tattooed on my lower back? Or perhaps what I'm having for dinner tonight?

Ask away.

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[29 Nov 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | creative ]



critique me!
p.s. i know there is no address, i don't want anyone turning up there accidently from seeing
this on the world wide webernets

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[06 Jun 2006|01:53pm]

Dear falseities and other assorted commrades,
I am looking
for the ultimate caramel
mud cake recipe.
Please provide assitance.
<3 san.

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[29 Apr 2006|12:13am]


i have a crush
on a boy

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special needs [21 Feb 2006|03:31am]
[ mood | despondent ]



I had one of thoes precious, precious moments the other day, where everything had reached an equilibrium and I was absolutly content. For a few glorius days, everything was perfect. But how fleeting these moments are and now I'm standing at the bottom of a tunnel looking up at the sky not wanting to come out so I don't have to face reality.
I've spent the last few nights just sitting on my bed crying, talking to myself and trying to distract myself from the horrible truth.
When you're little you think the people around you are invincible and that love alone will protect you and the ones you love from harm. It's not until you get older and you relaise with sickening clarity, they people are not infact invincible and that we are really very fragile, vulnerable beings. All the love in the world won't stop the ones you never imagined you life without from passing away, infact to some degree it makes things just that much harder.
For anyone that knows me, I'm not exactly the religious type; I'm interested in it but more from a literary perspective as opposed to a spiritual one. I gave up on religion when everything I was taught about it failed me, and don't get me wrong, if it works for you then that's alright with me, and sometimes I really wish I was. I want to know what it's like to have that much faith in something, to truly believe that there is something greater out there and that everything will be ok, and honestly good people will be rewarded in some way. But it's too much of a leap of faith for me. For now, I'm just going to content myself with a hopeless, silent little prayer that when I fly down to Sydney it won't be the last time I get to see my grandpappy.

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[07 Feb 2006|01:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]



as of monday i am starting a diploma of hospitaltiy management
at sarina russo in brisbane
i'm so excited its almost dripping out of
my ears
and tonight
i'm going to go see lag wagon at
the basement

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[06 Feb 2006|02:10pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]



everybody makes mistakes
but i feel alright when i come undone
you are not making me wait
but it seems alright as long as something's happening
i try to make you late
but you fighting me off like a fire does
you try making me wait
but it feels alright as long as something's happening

get your payments from the nation
for your trials and tribulations

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goodbye self esteem [23 Jan 2006|12:09am]
[ mood | jealous ]



.first i wasn't thin enough.
.then i wasn't cool enough.
.now im not accomodating enough.
.wow.
.i am the suckiest girlfriend ever.

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[18 Jan 2006|12:36pm]
[ mood | curious ]



Have you ever had one of thoes moments, where someone says something so honest and so nice it's like your brain just freezes and your tongue turns to ash in your mouth and all you can do is think "I wish I had the words that were comparable to the way I feel", but no matter how hard you look you just can't find anything that does justice? Have you ever noticed that thoes moments always come straight after something that make you horribly afraid and/or horribly upset? Funny how it works out like that.


p.s. i'm going to become one of thoes people that has new pharmesutical drugs tested out on them.

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[29 Dec 2005|04:07pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I am back in sydney for a week, well almost a week, till the 4th of jan anyway, so if anyone would like to do anything, barring tomorrow im pretty much at your disposle. (thatsrayor are we stil on for the 3rd?)

ps. anything happening for new years in this neck of the woods?

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